Mittwoch, Juni 18, 2008

3

Three months to work hard, three months to decide and get inspired, three months to wait the taste of a new freedom.
I have three plans for the future as well, but they may become more.
Last day I wrote them mixed the paper and pulled them out of a bucket whit my girlfriend, they came in this orther:

India, travel till Mumbay, if possible following a dream where I had to buy my ticket for the first friday of october. I'd stay there till I learn fluent Hindi, spiritual jurney and cultural shock;

America, but then I'd need more money than ill have at the end of this job (that would mean working another six months(getting a pass would be also hard) and in order too get an education there I'd need take credit somewhere and plan it a bit longer, also , i guess not, back to the past and to the american dream that still half filled.

Rome, everybody says is beautiful, Im Italian and i sever sow it, In such a city whit four lenguages I could start a lot, beautiful and in appearance easier, id go to uni get a job and go to theater classes, lets see

Donnerstag, Juni 05, 2008

I bend, a lot, but havent broken down

I write again from cote azure from the same village and work position.
The Barman told me: why living your job for a shitty childish story, your always gonna have some of these.
And I sayd you are right, thanks Man. I was so off the socks I needed that to bring me back, whit the girl is a bit better but I had to gather so much shit, yoga helped, girls can be mean.
Now i work full power, today I looked at my conto and sow this beautiful number:
1886€ for one and a half months
No matter what happens Ill stick here till september
Strenght. no matter what they say money is the way, thanks to jaky (two times Leo as Inbar)
and than?, whit 7000 in the socks ?
don`t wanna be to loud but

THE WORLD

or...........

a proper education you dummie boy........let`see

Sonntag, Juni 01, 2008

Busted

A Notice for my ghost readers, for sake of thruth I told my girlfriend co worker that I liked the other co worker as well as her, and after dumping me she explained the big difference between lying and not saying, well somehow I felt guilty not saying, tomorrow I'm out of here whit the small feeling that everyoes hates me but whit enough money to start again, I need to go somewhere beautiful...........