I think it would be good for me to concentrate on something material, a job, something professional but artistic.
I´m gathering some thoughts and maybe the will to make it.
Dunno lately as I came back to germany planning to really concentrate on the lenguage, I just watched myself while bothering preoccupations filled up my mind:
Why is the money I saved up this summer slipping so fast trough my fingers?
Why m I so not wanting another stupid job in another stupid cafe´?
Why is my room so dark and windowsless?
Why havent i got a real round of friends here in Hamburg?
Will I go sometimes to University in this tough toungued Land?
It has to stop, it has to stop, it has to stop.
Will inform you on the process, wish me luck...... and focus
Mittwoch, Oktober 17, 2007
Donnerstag, Oktober 11, 2007
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What do we see?
looking at the source of things:
a flaming fountain
of terror and beauty
a mouth that screams,
the
desperate rave of beeing.
Pours
Intense emotions
as in a dream,
going mild
reaching our earth.
Why?
do we lack the sight,
to reach the stillness inside.
why are our thoughts
spinning like all the rest.
are we getting to an end
or diverging into ourselves?
looking at two directions
spires surround me both ways,
between it´s foggy
the path is nowere to be seen
shall I for once stand still?
How do I get out from here?
From the door allright!
Says a man out from the mist
But the one that you can´t think of
Adds whit jolly humor him.
What do we see?
looking at the source of things:
a flaming fountain
of terror and beauty
a mouth that screams,
the
desperate rave of beeing.
Pours
Intense emotions
as in a dream,
going mild
reaching our earth.
Why?
do we lack the sight,
to reach the stillness inside.
why are our thoughts
spinning like all the rest.
are we getting to an end
or diverging into ourselves?
looking at two directions
spires surround me both ways,
between it´s foggy
the path is nowere to be seen
shall I for once stand still?
How do I get out from here?
From the door allright!
Says a man out from the mist
But the one that you can´t think of
Adds whit jolly humor him.
Sonntag, Oktober 07, 2007
For a second I lost it all...
Today hitch-hicking back to Hamburg I suddenly woke up in a suv driving 150mph,
and for a minute i went totally mad.
My mind was so slow and dumm from sleep that i couldn´t tell where the hell I was, in the meanwhile I observe the speed like I istantly accellerated from a still position, completely confused I turn and i look at a quite chilled looking stranger whos piloting this bullet: the result is an accomulated fear that unable to be externated, continues to feed a sense of pure confusion that reaces a peak and than abituated to the speed slowly compromises whit the actual floating memory of what actually happened before i woke, in other words: WHAT THE FUCK!???!
Today hitch-hicking back to Hamburg I suddenly woke up in a suv driving 150mph,
and for a minute i went totally mad.
My mind was so slow and dumm from sleep that i couldn´t tell where the hell I was, in the meanwhile I observe the speed like I istantly accellerated from a still position, completely confused I turn and i look at a quite chilled looking stranger whos piloting this bullet: the result is an accomulated fear that unable to be externated, continues to feed a sense of pure confusion that reaces a peak and than abituated to the speed slowly compromises whit the actual floating memory of what actually happened before i woke, in other words: WHAT THE FUCK!???!
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