Sunday sees Sunday

I did today sow the light of the morn, coming home after work at 8 am, luckily I missed the rest of this dull sunday in dreamless sleep.
At work was fun, the club was packed, pretty people, cool house music and we were all the time dancing and smoking weed behind the Bar.
A really enjoy all this, but as I was working there was a voice that said:

yes, do play with everybody else, but don´t get identified with games.

As soon as I moved out in the light of the morning, everything disappeared.
Sometimes I have some thoughts, and they are not wierd speculations, they are messages.
It´s like an emotional tension that I always kept with me suddenly breaks and the message it´s: set back, relax, do what you are doing, it´s not important, enjoy, you have no obligations toward anyone, no pressure to take up anything, look and listen.

This kind of thoughts came within a total different context

The main trend last night was:

"Young and Restless"

As printed on the backside of a flyer

And When I read it first I thought: ho god that´s me!
there must be my picture on the other side!
And than I thought, shit this is how the entertainment industry is getting closer to their targets, and I´m part of both, industry and fruitor as many other people is.
Is it bad? Is it good?
I give it a maybe.

Is it important?
I give it a depends
The fact is that feeling this calming thoughts arising I felt sincerely mature, much more mature than all my super intellectualizations over space and time.