mmmmm, last evening was nice.
I smoked with julian we also played the drums I forgot how fun it was to play the drumms, the only way i can do it is by letting go totally of any mindfull thought about what I´m doing. Apart from the fact that i was high I felt a really new way of doing and not thinking, just allowing that unexplicable fenomena that is rithm to flow from a nowhere point. The mind has to step out, sometimes glances to what the hands are doing but not too much otherwise the magic stops.
Before than I´ve had a nice thought about being part of this world and beeing necessary to it. I´m ergo I´m necessary.

THE WORLD NEEDS ME (US), not in the sense of what we do or what we think we are now or we are going to be later, but really just from the fact that WE ARE part of it.

We can sit on our asses all day, the world still needs us as long as we are...well I guess a bit of will is needed in order to enjoy this condition.

Still I was laying down feeling like beeing flushed in a toilet while this was going on, get the goodness you like out of it.


Julian passed me the joint and said to me in Hindi, Let shiva in your brain, than I was supposed to answer: and never let it out again.

Nice! (but kids remember, there are other harmless ways to let shiva in your brain!)