Today I´ve had breakfast at 4pm and than I was back to bed till 7.
I´ve fried some potatoes, and now I´ll frie a couple of eggs.
Done.
Altough I´m often concentrated on high speculations about lenguages, science, history, and philosophy a side of me is highly unrealistic.
Anytime that I get rained on while going to work I cannot help thinking that gods are punishing me or something. I also have a particular strong feeling of a concrete karma when I´m driving a bicicle or a car, a red lamplight it´s not only a stop sign, but always a warning that I´m beeing a mad driver, the same when I´m on life threatening moments on my bicycle (once a day) while I´m going to work It´s hard not to think about the hand of God in those moments.

This line came to me a night while quite high from a smoke, on my bicicle back from work beeing rained on and with blows of wind stopping me writing.

God is reading my mind, he just realizes a moment too late.

This is what I cal free will.

And that is how we were reasoning before atheism was invented and we were so close to nature.